Believers, succeed!

Monday, 10th August 2009.

My AS results came out.

i was super nervous.

what should i expect?

i've been sleeping in class and i've been busy with Student's Representative Council and also in The Islamic Students Tie.

lecturers might expect my results to fall. well, even i thought so!

i still remember, that time i atlked to kak farah.

i told her how i felt i never faced any challenges in life.

how my life ahs always been easy flowing.

i got 5A in UPSR, 8A1B in PMR and 10A1B in SPM.

i was thinking, is this what people call istidraj?

(good things Allah gives as a challenge to see whether we are thankful)

it's like, i'm the type who need not struggle much, i study last minute, and still score.

i was starting to feel worried. what if i felt too comfortable that i end up leaving all on fate/luck?

since i joined the Islamic Students Tie, i've been quite busy with da'wah etc.

(though i know i've not done enough for the comunity).

still, all these works did take my time.

i only hold onto one line: Allah helps those who help His religion.

i believe that i am helping Islam, and i beleived deeply taht Allah is and will help me.

i kept praying that Allah makes it easy for me regarding life related things cause i want to work for Islam.

as i went to take my results...

my heart beats faster and faster.

my classmates said to me: aishah, congrats!

i went blur....

as i had a look, alhamdulillah! i got 15 points!

i didn't want 'me being busy with da'wah' became the reason for me to not score.

or to be as a blame that people will put on.

i still remember what abah texted me before the exam:

"don't let the extra things that you do

become a hindrace for you to succeed academically.

show people that you can suceed in both!

love, abah"

thank you allah, abah, mak, kak yam, and all!